"You know it takes a little time for those memories to really fade," she points out, and there's a little something there that implies maybe he knew that, maybe he took her to see the horses while the memories were still fresh on purpose, but it's not something she'd say out loud when she doesn't know for sure. "Avoid her if you want to make a point."
Something, something strange and wild and unsure, makes her think he might not actually do that this time.
That makes her laugh, which is a little surprising even for her, but there had been so much lightness to her in the breach and that hasn't faded away yet.
"At least we can always rely on that. The Admiral being a bastard will always be the one thing we can count on."
He hums a little, nods, then reaches for his glass again.
He seems to consider something for a second, and then decides to throw caution to the wind, and tells her: "The reason I asked you not to come to my cabin a few weeks ago is because I was planning on killing Kylo Ren."
Well, that certainly catches her off guard. The sudden honesty, the revelation itself, it's just- very unexpected. Why was he planning it? Why didn't he want her to know? She can guess he didn't want her around so that she wouldn't feel obligated to stop her, and maybe that extends into why she couldn't know, but more important is that the way he puts it, it sounds like he no longer has those plans.
"You were planning on it," she says, putting a gentle stress on the way he's used the past tense. "Not anymore?"
She's still a little surprised he's told her at all. Maybe it's the breach, feelings lingering from it still that are making him more open than he normally would be.
Maybe what he did for her, finding her in Zero, giving her the strength to stay there, comforting her after she was out, maybe all of that shifted something in him. She doesn't know, she doesn't want to guess, so the easiest thing to do is just accept it and move forward.
"I'm glad you're not," she admits despite being entirely aware he already knows that. It just feels like something she needs to say out loud right now. "And I know it makes me a bad Jedi to say this, but there's an entire ship of people who haven't made that decision. He'll be paying for the things he's done for a long time."
That's a dark, cruel thing to say, but the one thing she's always been with Tommy is honest. When he's giving her that now how can she do any less?
There's no arguing that, not when it'd been exactly what she had told him, and Steve, when they were showing signs of going after Kylo Ren to get her warden item back from Kylo Ren.
Don't go alone. The part that matters more is that he had listened when she said don't go at all. She reaches over and takes the glass from him, fills it back up, but instead of handing it back over right away she takes a drink from it herself first. Some things settle better with a little whiskey, she's learned thanks to him.
"I don't suppose you'll tell me who else was going to help," she says as she gives him the glass back.
He takes it, having raised an eyebrow at the sight of her taking a drink from the same glass. That's- intimate, but then again, they have been fucking.
They have been fucking, and more and more lately they've been relying on each other, even going to each other for comfort. This is the first time Tommy's come to her, but there's no discounting the fact that they've both been fumbling with intimacy for months now.
"You're right. That's why you shouldn't let them know I appreciate the sentiment, if not the actual execution."
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Something, something strange and wild and unsure, makes her think he might not actually do that this time.
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"At least we can always rely on that. The Admiral being a bastard will always be the one thing we can count on."
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He seems to consider something for a second, and then decides to throw caution to the wind, and tells her: "The reason I asked you not to come to my cabin a few weeks ago is because I was planning on killing Kylo Ren."
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"You were planning on it," she says, putting a gentle stress on the way he's used the past tense. "Not anymore?"
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"Nope. Not anymore. Wouldn't have told you if I did."
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Maybe what he did for her, finding her in Zero, giving her the strength to stay there, comforting her after she was out, maybe all of that shifted something in him. She doesn't know, she doesn't want to guess, so the easiest thing to do is just accept it and move forward.
"I'm glad you're not," she admits despite being entirely aware he already knows that. It just feels like something she needs to say out loud right now. "And I know it makes me a bad Jedi to say this, but there's an entire ship of people who haven't made that decision. He'll be paying for the things he's done for a long time."
That's a dark, cruel thing to say, but the one thing she's always been with Tommy is honest. When he's giving her that now how can she do any less?
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"I know several of the people I'd contacted are still going to try and do it. Let them."
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"You got together a group to go after him?"
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Don't go alone. The part that matters more is that he had listened when she said don't go at all. She reaches over and takes the glass from him, fills it back up, but instead of handing it back over right away she takes a drink from it herself first. Some things settle better with a little whiskey, she's learned thanks to him.
"I don't suppose you'll tell me who else was going to help," she says as she gives him the glass back.
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"You suppose right, Rey. You're still a warden."
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"You're right. That's why you shouldn't let them know I appreciate the sentiment, if not the actual execution."
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