He'll have to get used to the idea of Rey with her lightsaber in his room if he expects her to visit because it never leaves her side. Kylo Ren wants it, it's too important to her for reasons that have nothing to do with Kylo Ren at all. Even now having it on the table right in front of her instead of in her possession isn't something Rey can stand. She picks it up immediately, puts it back in its holster at her hip and keeps her hand on it for a moment.
"I know I don't owe you anything, but I needed you to know." She's not entirely sure why, but it might have something to do with the way he had sounded when he first asked her what happened. "He isn't usually- he doesn't want to hurt me. I saw that much in one of his memories. He wants to turn me to his side."
And that's what scares her the most. Fighting him, her friends being hurt by him, Finn and Han in danger, she is afraid of those things if she's honest with herself, but most of all is the dark, cold voice in her head that whispers to her when she's lost control of her rage to just kill Kylo Ren and get it over with.
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Date: 2016-03-15 10:56 pm (UTC)"I know I don't owe you anything, but I needed you to know." She's not entirely sure why, but it might have something to do with the way he had sounded when he first asked her what happened. "He isn't usually- he doesn't want to hurt me. I saw that much in one of his memories. He wants to turn me to his side."
And that's what scares her the most. Fighting him, her friends being hurt by him, Finn and Han in danger, she is afraid of those things if she's honest with herself, but most of all is the dark, cold voice in her head that whispers to her when she's lost control of her rage to just kill Kylo Ren and get it over with.