She isn't surprised. He strikes her as someone who does nothing he did before except smoke and drink too much, she can see that the world has done too much to him to allow him to go back to hobbies like that.

If keeping lists about people is a hobby. She wonders what had been on hers, if he had even kept any notes on her once they had gotten close, and with him like this she thinks there's a chance he might tell her.

"Would I have been in trouble if your collection got out? I could see people using my weakness for fruit against me."