If you can't listen I don't need you. Don't come back.
[She doesn't like that it's difficult to send these messages to him, that she's relieved she's doing it like this instead of face to face. Connections are dangerous and if he's going to get himself killed, she doesn't want the chance that it will hurt her. She doesn't want to mourn for him if next time, bloodthirsty men like the ones she remembers from her life before are the pirates that land on their shores.
This is easier. It's not brave, it's something a coward does and she knows it, but she doesn't care. It's easier.]
[text] wtf dreamwidth putting comments in the wrong places
[She doesn't like that it's difficult to send these messages to him, that she's relieved she's doing it like this instead of face to face. Connections are dangerous and if he's going to get himself killed, she doesn't want the chance that it will hurt her. She doesn't want to mourn for him if next time, bloodthirsty men like the ones she remembers from her life before are the pirates that land on their shores.
This is easier. It's not brave, it's something a coward does and she knows it, but she doesn't care. It's easier.]