She isn't afraid of him, she just doesn't trust him and it seems fair to give him a warning before she turns her back on him for the same reason he gives her.
Because of Tommy. She won't hurt him first, but she won't let him get away with anything either. He gets one more glance before she leads him through the ship, through the iconic common room with the holochess table, down a hallway, into the cockpit.
It's the Millennium Falcon, after all, and if he's seen the holos of Luke and Han's lives he'll recognize it.
"This is my home, in the world I come from. It was Han's first, and it's only mine now because he was murdered there too. He's still dead, there." When she turns to face him she's trying to keep her face blank and her tone even, but nothing about any of this will ever stop hurting her. If he looks closely, he'll see she's been crying recently. If he looks close enough he'll see her heart is broken and she's trying to hide it. "I was abandoned as a child and I grew up with nothing. Han Solo was the only person I ever thought might be my family, one day."
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Because of Tommy. She won't hurt him first, but she won't let him get away with anything either. He gets one more glance before she leads him through the ship, through the iconic common room with the holochess table, down a hallway, into the cockpit.
It's the Millennium Falcon, after all, and if he's seen the holos of Luke and Han's lives he'll recognize it.
"This is my home, in the world I come from. It was Han's first, and it's only mine now because he was murdered there too. He's still dead, there." When she turns to face him she's trying to keep her face blank and her tone even, but nothing about any of this will ever stop hurting her. If he looks closely, he'll see she's been crying recently. If he looks close enough he'll see her heart is broken and she's trying to hide it. "I was abandoned as a child and I grew up with nothing. Han Solo was the only person I ever thought might be my family, one day."